Women of Living Water

A ministry of Women meeting at the Well! Who we are in Christ and everyday life following Him!

Monday, January 30, 2006

The Well~~ Answer to a prayer

Church on Plum St "The Well"

We had been praying for this church for a long time. I remember first seeing it and Sim saying "That is gonna be Changing Lives Now Ministries" I remember looking at this run down building, the weeds climbing up the crumbling walls, the holes where once beautiful stain glass use to be and the dealers and prostitutes lurking in the wooded lot surrounding it. My eyes saw all of the destruction, for a instant I thought "woo gonna cost a lot to get that up an running". But the eyes of my heart........ Saw laughter as kids played on newly paved parking lots, the sound of the huge bell ringing out a invitation, the doors wide open , women brushing off their hands from pulling that one weed among the flower beds, A older brother standing on the steps yelling out to the playground that its about to start, and the excitement on all the faces as they run in to hear of God's love for them. I see safety, I see peace, I see God.
So the prayers began.
Every time we would go out to do block on Saturdays, I would look over and grin, seeing in my mind that vision God had given me months ago. Each time, I would look to see if there was something that I didn't see before. I saw the big house next to it, and learned that it was a part of the abandoned church. I saw it with a fresh coat of paint and the porch restored to original beauty. Each new thing I would notice the following Saturdays made my imagination jump and see more and more of what God can do. The long building attached to the back I found out were class rooms. OH, my heart leaped and the possibilities were endless. I could see rooms full of youth, teens, adults and elderly! After-school homework help, literacy classes for all ages, studies from the bible that would help with today problems, finance budgeting classes, cooking classes, childcare classes, discipleship, spiritual gifts, purpose classes, grant writing for college, computer classes, organization classes, parenting, résumé writing, job training, etc. All these classes meeting the whole families needs right where they need them.
One Saturday evening Sim pointed out that the whole wooded lot, and the land surrounding belonged to the empty church also. Again, my mind took this information and played out a scenery of children exploring and learning of God's awesome power and creation in detail.
So much Vision for one neglected building.

I fell in love with Adopt A Block, in love with the ministry of reaching out to the neighborhoods that for years have been given up on. In love with the children and families that thirst for hope, for purpose, for Christ. The families often don't even realize that what they are thirsting for, who they are craving, but only know that they are being drawn to the well. Where Christ is asking you to draw from Him, to drink that living water. Like a child with a great secret that you just cant keep, I long to run and tell everyone who needs Him about my joy, my hope, my love, my God. This building I know will be another tool to train up mighty warriors. Warriors right from the least expected, from the streets that police, city officials, and statistics say the percentage for breaking generational poverty is low next to impossible. I think they are right. It is next to impossible. Without God. That is why I see the need for this building at this place at this time with HIS message.

We had shared our vision with another couple, a successful local business man and his wife. I later learned that he had went to that church as a child having grown up in that neighborhood. One Saturday he walked around the church, looking with his heart. The Holy Spirit spoke to him from then on, instilling in him a determination to find who the church belonged to, and how it could be obtained. It was harder than first expected, the names had changed, no one knew who actually held the deed for the long forgotten church. With persistence and guidance thru the Holy Spirit the names and numbers slowly dwindled down. This man of God shared one night, that he came in the habit of driving by this building out of his way frequently. During one of his prayful drive by's he noticed that the front door to the church was cracked open. While he was turning around to go back he was wondering why he was being drawn to go in. He knew it was dangerous, that there could be drug deal going on, drug abuse, almost anything going on inside, plus it was private property. Yet the Holy Spirit led him to step in. With Faith he entered the abandon building. He yelled out more of a warning to whom ever might be inside, that he was there. Silence. With prayers on his lips he made his way thru the years of children playing unattended and the trash left behind. He spoke with his Father of all the dreams, hopes, and promise that this once full of life building could be in this neighborhood. In the sanctuary he hit his knees among the dirt and trash. "God make this into a house of God again" A simple prayer that speaks of so many things. Of hope.

I believe that pure prayer from a man who beat the odds, who left poverty behind, who reached goals, has had success in his life somehow moved God's heart. A beautiful wife, children who love the Lord, a big gorgeous home, nice cars, successful business yet here he was on his knees begging the Lord to fill this land again with His Grace. I wonder did as a child, did this man pray to get out of that area? Did God instill in his small heart those dreams, goal, success knowing that he would return to be a servant to those who didn't leave? Did God bring him back to the very place he left so that he could do wonderful things in the name of his King? The image I had in my mind when he told me about his adventure added fuel to my imagination. He spoke of the mess, yet had excitement about all the potential, the rooms, the gym, and the sanctuary.
Weeks had gone by, every Saturday I would go over all the tidbits he shared as we drove by. Some days I would ask Sim to drive by it, He would just look at me and go out of the way to let me look some more with my heart. I could not help but to pray & to get excited waiting for my answered prayer.

In revival one night I sat there listening to a man speak about revival. He spoke of a man in Texas who went to a town where noone welcomed him or worse no one welcomed who he came to share. On the outside of town he set up a tent and every night would preach to a empty tent. He KNEW God called him there, he listened to the Holy Spirit & stood in faith that he was there to spread the Good News. Day after day, he preached until one night the town pushed down the fence they had build and hundreds crawled to the makeshift alter accepting the Lord into their hearts. I sat up in attention when he first started the story, the Holy Spirit quickening me. I closed my eyes and saw a small open tent, makeshift alter, lawn chairs, and Sim standing on a small stage preaching the Good News. I saw no one there, then 2 or three, then a handful, and hundreds crawling across the ground to a alter crying out for the Lord. I saw this all in the parking lot next to this church. Grabbing my notebook I drew what I saw. Could I ask the people who owned it if we could at least use their land? What if we mowed and kept it clean? Would they let us have revival maybe have our events?

The following Saturday we had Cedarville students out doing street evangelism. Our beginning point was infront of this church and ended back at the same spot. As I looked out upon the faces of those who saw today first hand the lonely, the addicted, the hurt, and the lost, I asked them all to remember this place in prayer. That God would somehow give it to our ministry to open up as a Center of Faith. A "well" where they can come get living water.

On Friday at work my husband called saying "You will not believe this". I put down my pen, shoved all my files to the side and said "Lay it on me." He went to tell me that he was in a meeting when his cell rang. Normally he just turns it off and doesn't think nothing of it except he will call them back. Well this number came up he didn't recognize and the Holy Spirit told him it was important. Finishing the meeting he hurried to dial it back. It was my mothers preacher. He said that he had heard that our ministry wanted the old church on Plum St and if we would pay the small amount they had just put into it this month, then we could have it. I sat here among the files, computer flashing, phone beeping, and people walking by with tears running down my face. I could instantly see kids playing, hear praise music thru the open doors and the church bell ringing its beginning of service. He went on to say that it would all be a done deal in a few weeks. That ALL of it was being signed over to the ministry. All 5 lots of land, the church, the classrooms, and the house, everything. I could not do anything but cry and praise His name. I don't even remember what was said after that, all I know that my heart sang of love for a Father who loves that neighborhood so much.

I told all who would hear of what God had done, those who believe in Him and those who don't. At one point not even a hour after the call it crossed my mind that "He is already getting the Glory out of this Church!" People were hearing real testimony of how He answers prayers specifically. I called Sim back to ask if I could call the business man who had hit his knees in faith. He laughed and said "Sure, but let me tell you the rest. I came back from a meeting and another funder donated the exact amount to pay it off completely." Again God's awesome faithfulness in providing overwhelmed me.
I called my fellovisionaryer and told him the news. I expressed how I didn't know how moms pastor came about in all this, but that the church would indeed once again become a House of God. That cry had been heard, and answered. Laughing he said, "I don't think I told you the whole story of the day I stopped in." He went on to tell me that after he dusted off his knees and locked it up tight, he drove past his church (again out of the way) a girl answered the door and wouldn't let him in not knowing him. His pastor (my mothers also) peeked his head around and let him in. They went to his office, where he told his pastor about this church, the vision, and what his prayer had been. Together they called who owned the deed and shared what vision they had for this deserted place. They had stated "Make a reasonable offer". He went on to tell me that he then began praying in earnest that God would speak to their hearts to just give it away. I was in awe of the intricate web God had used of so many people to make this happen. They did "just give it away" and the remainder got paid within a hour. God has a plan for this land for this Well.

The next day I sat in Adopt A Block morning meeting before going out to witness like we do every Saturday. But this Saturday was different. Sim & I greeted everyone like always , drinking coffee, laughing, and full of real joy knowing that in a hour we would be bringing the Gospel out again to our blocks. I kept looking at Sim and all the dedicated Christian warriors that come every Saturday morning, My heart was beating madly in my chest with excitement. That morning Sim went through the same motions that begin our Saturday morning prayer as sleepy but determined people wander in. Briefly I pondered what Sim and everyone would do if I let the kid in me burst out like she wanted to. I laughed seeing me standing on the chair as a stage doing a little happy dance and saying "Ok I can't take it anymore...Guessss what God did!" Sim must have picked up on my serious contemplation of doing just that when he spoke up and said, "I better tell you the news before my wife bursts." I looked around grinning uncontrollably at all the raised eyebrows looking at me as I shook in my chair. As soon as he started speaking all eyes were on him. As the above story unveiled tears flowed, hands clapped, and praise arose removing the roof. The Spirit of God was so thick, so real that I had to bite my lip to keep from shouting out "Is my God GooD or what?"

I have to admit, that was the longest morning prayer and mini service I ever had to sit through! The Word from God was penetrating, which only added to the excitement inside of me. After the meeting we went out to our blocks. Right in the heart of our neighborhood we parked, directly infront of the Well. Everyone piled out of the vans and stood looking. Some seeing the building for the first time as what it can be, what it will be. The teens talked, pointed, grinned, and hugged. I cried, smiling. We did our block, and was amazed how many said "we heard you got that church." I was shocked to see how fast word spread and was blessed to see all the excitement and hope I saw sparking in the "forgotten" peoples eyes. Even the people I know still are doing as the world does, dealing, addicted, stealing, and lost were wanting this land to fill with Gods grace again. Of course they want Hope we all do. They were proud to be a part of it, and they are a part of it.

Walking back down the street towards the towering church, I could hear the bell ringing in my heart. I told Sim that is the first thing we should work on. A few teenagers wondered around, trying to peek in windows, and excitedly shouting over their shoulders of their finds. On a time schedule, we had to leave before I could join in with the teens. We piled back into the vans and drove away. I kept looking in the rear view mirror my heart pulled to go back. After dropping everyone off, I begged Sim to go back, just us. He didn't understand the pull I feel there, still doesn't. But he loves me, so he went back. I jumped out and roamed around. The boys climbed, peeked, called out and explored as much as I did. Sim got caught up in the child like adventure that overtook me and the boys, looking in the tiny cracks along with us. I went over to the big house next to the church, amazed that this too was the ministries. The beautiful front door with early 1800's doorbell "awed" me, Looking in thru the front windows at the perfect hardwood floors, detailed entryways, high ceilings and careful woodwork shone thru the inches of dust and dirt. The history lover, writer in me took in everything my eyes could see and spun stories in my mind.

Standing on tip toe I looked into the dining room window. My heart stopped. A four inch gap in the dirty lace curtains I looked down onto a huge dining room table covered by layers of dust. It wasn’t the beautiful antique table that caught my breath or made tears blur my vision, it was the pure white sign laying on top, as if untouched. Upon it read in blue bold letters "Adopt A Block" underneath "Bringing the Gospel in a REAL way." I stood back and then looked again. I said,"look" to one of the boys, each looked awed, not saying a word. I told Sim, "Look." Sim looked, seeing what I saw. Telling me he forgot that this church is where Adopt A Block had originated in Springfield. I looked again, whispering "thank you God." My heart knew that all these years it sat empty, it was forgotten, was abandon by man....... It was NEVER abandon by our God. That He was right there waiting for Adopt A Block, to bring BACK the Gospel in a REAL way. We always seem to ask God for a sign...... Well in that window laid a sign for years, just waiting for someone to have child like faith and peek in not with their eyes, but with their hearts. I am saying again today, like I did that day I looked in that streaked window "You can't tell me that isn't our God!"

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

Being "Christian Fit Women"

I have noticed that I don't write as much in this blog.... I think it is because I feel more serious in this one than my www.corinasworkout.blogspot.com. There I can tell my everyday fight, my battles, my life. But isn't that how we do everything?? I "behave" around some people and "be me" around others... I think it is that whole comfortable thing. I am comfortable around family, close friends and basically anyone who knows what a real goof I am. I love to laugh, play, Praise the Lord without restrictions, and just Rejoice. On one blog I talk about getting in "shape physically" and on this I talk about what God is doing to get me in "shape spiritually"........... But is there a difference? I don't think so.... I think He has called me into a season of getting in shape for a reason.... Both physically and spiritually.... I am sure that these tools are needed in the near future...
I get excited thinking about what He has planned..The reason behind my drive to workout, to blog, to study HIS Word, to share, to be honest.... Its hard sometimes.. To be REALLY honest.. To open up your personal relationship with Lord, to expose your "before" weights or where He brought you from..... The everyday battles we face, a pound lost and a pound gained sometimes............The days of feeling bad and realizing that not every day your gonna feel like smiling, being merciful, full of grace or even sticking to your commitment of daily exercise...........Being blunt about your temptations, rather it be M & M's or sinful thoughts............ To holding yourself accountable to others...........My group of "Christian Fit Women" that we formed holds us up in prayer, encouragement, and will say....... "Hey did you do your exercise.. Did stick to your diet?"
Today.... I think about us............... Christian Women....... Do we really hold eachother up in the same way?? Do we say "Hey, did you pick up your sword today? Did you show Christ thru you today?" Do we pray, encourage or just listen to eachother?
I prayed for a mentor, for a mentoree....... God has answered in part....... I have a wonderful 24 year old woman who needs a mentor.... God has placed our hearts together for a purpose..... Can I show her Christ in me? Can God use my old junk, old weight to somehow bring Glory to Him? I am making myself open.. Trusting in HIM to keep my heart safe in His hands. I am exposed. I am getting FIT.

Thursday, January 12, 2006

Mexico Missions

I wrote a response to a friend this morning who was asking about my last Easter Mexico Mission trip......... Thought I would share
Girl, Mexico was wild!! I was so scared!! Would not admit it to Sim
was afraid he wouldn't let me go. Here at work I was getting intel
saying that they were taking hostages, women (blonde)were highest
risk level... Here I was blonde, female and ready to pee my pants
everytime I heard the Sheriff, Chief, and my Major lecture me
about "how stupid" I was to go there now when risk levels were
highest in THAT area.. Due to 2 rebel camps on both sides!! I
prayed.. I pleaded... And got stubborn. One night God revealed to
me that as soon as my feet hit the dirt in Mexico that I was gonna
be "walking on water".. I studied the chapter in the bible about
Peter walking on water... I noticed that Peter saw Christ out there,
but didn't step out of the boat til Christ called him.. When called
he walked on water... I studied when he started to sink.. Only when
he focused on the storm around him.. But as soon as he touched His
hand.. he was again on water.. God had called me... And reassured me
that the whole time in Mexico, that the dirt there was water... Where
the miracles are. So I went expecting. I remember the rattling
plane (only second time flying!! Thank goodness I went on a NORMAL
plane the first time!!) the airport I could see from the window....
then all the sudden we turned ready to descend & I saw nothing but
water... I started to cry.. The fear was still lingering way back in
a corner.. til then.. We had went out over the ocean which was right
next to the strip... But like a sign from our forever Loving
Father... I looked at all this blue shimmering water & I remembered
Him telling me that my feet would be on water. Off the plane I will
never forget my first step. The feel of it below my feet.. The
knowing that I was holding onto Gods hand. I grinned like a goof
which caused others to look at me like I done lost my mind.
That week I saw, 32 teenagers( I wrote their names in my "Mexico
bible") give their lives to the Lord.. Saw more adults turn from
their ways and choose His path, I saw a woman healed from cancer, I
saw the power of God keep us from being killed by corrupt police all
with machine guns ( 2 hours after getting there!) I led a young boy
to the Lord without speaking a single word.. Just highlighted Spanish
verses and led him thru the Romans Rd... Which was interesting.. I
was highlighting.. Had him read, then go to next one.. I accidentally
highlighted the verse about Rahab.. And gasped.. I flipped to the
right next one without showing him what I highlighted.. He gave his
life to the Lord.. When he left that night I told the interpreter
(who vanished most of the first day leaving us without knowing a
word!)what I did.. And was worried about him later rereading all the
highlights and seeing that.... I cried when he told me that it was
a "God thing" because that boy's mom was a prostitute. I balled
thinking about how he will see how God can even use a prostitute...
redeem her... Clean her.. Give this young 16 yr old boy hope.. The
next day he brought his friends and brother who gave their lives to
the Lord.. He knew that it was God.. Because he didn't know me, I
didn't know him, couldn't even speak the same language to know his
family secret.... God is good... There is so much I could tell about
Mexico.. The miracles I saw... God was so faithful...
I can not wait to go back and see all my babies!! I miss them so
much!! they had never seen a blonde and the whole time kept
touching my hair thinking it should be cold feeling... One little one
rubbed my arms trying to figure out what those blue veins were and
why the "ink" didn't come off.. YES I am that pale!! hehe

Monday, January 09, 2006

So much in-- where do I begin?

I don't know where to start!! I have had a major breakthrough kind of weekend!! Not my "best" weekend but a break through weekend still!!
I have seen God move in areas that had me grinning and Praising Him!
We (Christian Fit Women) started an accountability partnership kinda thing that I talked about earlier, well this weekend it all just fell together.. We have a yahoo message board.. Linking blogs and getting to know each other. A blessing already!
At church we had a awesome service that really hit, fueled my flame, and got me really thinking, Praising, and Thanking Him for all that He is! Later I will write out some of my insights I jotted down in my trusty notebook.
But right now.... I just want to share about a awesome thing God did this weekend!!
During our Adopt A Block meeting.. A beautiful Hispanic woman walked in and looked confused... I spoke with her and found out that she worked for a local agency that helped pregnant women go to appointments, stay clean, learn basics of caring for a baby,and anything else that they need to know to deliver a healthy baby. They stay with that mom until the baby is a year old.. Of course I was thrilled to hear about this program and my little mind whirled with all the women we meet on block who are expecting or have a newborn.. She went on to tell me that she was waiting across the street with a "client" suppose to be having a check up appointment.. No one was there and she saw people trailing in our open front door, so came in to check it out...I told her a little about us and she looked like she was either gonna cry, hoot, or laugh... "I had just been praying about finding some way of doing more" followed a big smile. She asked if she could go get her "client".. 30 minutes later, I have to admit I forgot she was in the back of the room with her "client" a wonderful Hispanic speaking woman who sat quietly. Actually I forgot anyone was in the room except the Lord! I heard a clear smooth voice speak up from the back when Sim (Leader/speaker of AAB meetings~ my gorgeous husband) asked if anyone had testimony. I turned and was blessed immediately as she told us how she happened onto this by accident... How she had been looking for a way to use her gifts and her dreams of running a clinic for women in need... How this is an answered prayer.

She has NO idea how much so... How this meeting.. The appointment at 10 am- that was a "mistake"- watching people file into the brick house looking office across the street, and what she has to offer... Is just that a Answered Prayer. For the Ministry in a whole!!

Friday, January 06, 2006

Our Lord speaking tenderly to us

I have 45 minutes everyday to drive to and from work... I have been using that time to either listen to Praise songs, or teachings on tape. Right now I am listening to a teaching called SHE. It is good, sometimes drags out, but has scripture in it that will smack you right between the eyes.... Yesterday I had that... Hosea 2:14-23 He is talking about a woman(Hosea's wife) who is basically.. How do I say it?? Sleeps around. He allures her into a isolated spot and speaks tenderly to her. Telling her that he will restore her vineyards, open a door of hope in her troubles, and she will find joy there that she had once known.. Alike when she first became free. He tells her that from that day she will call him Ishi( male authority- husband, no longer her idols. He goes on to say He will take the names of Baalim (Idols, masters,false Gods) and they will no longer be remembered by their name. He talks about the covenant He makes with the earth, the living creatures and the battle on earth making them lie down safely.
~~~ (19) I will betroth thee unto me forever,yea, I will betroth thee unto me in righteousness, and in judgment, and in loveingkindness, and in mercies............
another words.... He will pledge a marriage with us forever.. Again He repeats the word betroth (pledge- marriage)us with righteousness, judgment, loving kindness and MERCY!! Praise God!!
Our Lord doesn't stop there... He says He will even betroth unto us in faithfulness.......... WE shall KNOW the Lord. That's what I want I want to KNOW the Lord... To dine with Him, speak with Him, spend time with Him, trust in Him, Love Him.
He wants that with us ladies... He wants to love on us, speak tenderly to us, to betroth unto us.... For us to KNOW Him, and know by His promises that others here on this earth may speak harshly, act worldly, or troubles might surround us.. But HE is always there to allure us out into one on one time with HIM and speak softly onto our soft sometimes battered hearts.

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

New Year

Today is the 3rd day of a brand new year... How refreshing!
I am excited about what God has in store for this year! Already this year it feels "different" not sure how to describe it other than say that its like a lid has been lifted off of a boiling pot. Remember when Grandma or mom use to fix homeade Chicken and dumpling? You could hear the bubbling, everynow and then a little would bubble around the lid, the closer it got to getting done you could start to really smell the teasing of what was to come. It seemed that it took forever and you were just starved by the time the lid was lifted and a big bowl was dipped out in front of you. That is what this year is reminding me of.. That the bowl is now infront of me, I can see, smell, and taste this delicious feast laid before me. While writing this I had to smile.... Thinking, just like me since this weekend of non stop eating to use a food to describe my feelings... And that quickening inside of me tells me that He has placed the bowl infront of me, I can see it, smell it, and I need to wait for HIM to cool it enough for me to taste. Isn't that so like us though?? You know it is too hot, mom even warns you, yet you cant help but try to blow on it yourself, and try it immediately! Scorching your tongue. I have to keep praying that I don't walk before the Lord, but in ALL things obey Him and His timing!
Another little insight thought.......... When I wasn't eating this weekend I was hearing football......... I am curious to see how God uses that! :-) I have to admit, I sure did do a lot of praying while dutifully sitting next to my husband who pulled out the "I prayed for a wife who would watch football with me".... Maybe there is something there?? I stared at the screen watching colors run around, watched the faces of those captivated on the couches, and praised God that I have a family of football nuts to love. I am proud of myself I sat thru the game. I am figuring God and I will be really close by the time football season is over.